I HAD FUNNN!

Ok. Look at that retarded face of mine.. covering my mouth my stupid phone. oh mr phoney, i love u.. kiss me...    o.O whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?
ANYWAYSSSS.....

I HAD LOTSA FUN TODAY!! with my darling Kaylanna!! n i miss u so much already seyyyyyy! we took some neoprints photos! i know i know.. its sooo old school n blablabla .. BUT! WHO CARES!??? WE HAVE LOTSA FUN OKAAAYYY? i wanna do MORE fun stuffs with uuu! NEXT UP! i wanna have a picnic with u. Us, Beach, sea, laughters, sunset.. romantic! *kening up up * JAHAHA! It'll be fun kannn??? HAHAH!  I want my dream to come true! To go overseas with uu! HAHHAHA!  Oh! Kaylanna LOVES my "act up Indian Accent" HAHHAAHHAAHAH! Kan kan??? come on i know u like * in indian accent* HAHHAH!
 but please jangan baca blog ni all the way macam minachi sesat tau.. LOVE U SO MUCH DARLAAAA!
we ate lunch together at LJS... well we laughed alot about random small things! the most i like is about APEK2 HAIR! those typical apek yang da botak tengah pas tu ade hati nak fringe. HAHAH! ADOI!!! MISS U DARLAAAA!!


Im A vampira!!! CHEYYYYYYYYY!

Shut up i know the spelling of vampira is actually VAMPIRE! but i like to spell it that way? HMPPH!
took this pic when i reach home. SEMPAT add more eyeliners to my eyes. HAHA! thought of cutting ny fringe but i go " NO NO NO! I Love u, n i wont cut u" to my hair. i know im nuts. who cares?

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! BESOK AWAK BALIK! HEY! BESOK AWAK BALIK! HEY! tak sabaaaaaaaaaaa nak amek awak! 8pm! 15hours30mins to go! HEHHEHEH! NAK PELUUUUKKKK awak KUAT2 sampai biji mata awak terklua! wooooooohoooooo! tak saba lahhh!

25Sept 3AM

OH BABY! I MISS UU! AM GOING INSANEEEE!!!!!!!!!! HELP HELP HELP! HELP NEEDED! -____-

Pictures Of me.

It Was You

You are my strength awak... you showed me who i am.. I Love you. =')

I Miss U too much!

I MISS U SO MUCH! THIS SONG IS FOR YOU AWAK!

AKU BENCI PAT KORANG!

Nina BENCI! NINA BENCI skali kalau orang pandang rendah dekat babah Nina! You can ngadu everything to me, you can say ALL THE FALSE THING about Babah to me! TAPI INGAT! Dia tu BABAH NINA! BAPAK KANDUNG NINA! walau macam mana jahat sekali pon korang cakap pasal babah Nina , NINA TETAP SAYANG DIA!! jangan nak hasut2 Nina untuk benci bapak Nina sendiri! KORANG TU YANG AKU BENCI! Tak ke korang nampak? siang malam dia berkerja demi keluarga.. siang malam dia sembahyang doa kan keluarga kitorang sihat, murah rezki,, tapi ape yang korang buat?? korang caci hina dia!!! BUTA?? DA MATI AKAL? BODOH SANGAT KAPE??? TAKDE OTAK???? Aku bersumpah! Sesiapa yang nak menghasut aku untuk benci bapak aku sendiri, TAK SENANG DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT!!!!!!! Dari Nina Kecik, Baby lagi sampai sekarang, makanan , baju, rumah, katil, bilik, semuanya hasil titik peluh babah.. Nina sayang pat babah.. kalau nk ikutkan pertalian darah, dia sorang sajelah yang Nina ade selain dari adik beradik Nina. Biar korang baca blog bodoh ni! Nina nak korang tau! I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!! Semua orang nak ngadu pat NIna! Pas tu, NAK BUSUK KAN NAMA BABAH! EH HELLO!?? Babah nye ngadu ade korang dengar??? Nina jugak yang Dengarlah!!! Siapa yang Tadah Air mata dia??  Nina da tak tahan tengok babah Nina merana!  Nina sayang babah!  Ibu, BUKAKLAH MATA! BABAH SAYANG PAT IBU!!!  I Seriously tak tahan with this life.. nk ikutkan hati, rasanya macam nk lari hilangkan diri.. Tapi bila pandang adik2.... siapa yang diorang ada? nak tak nak, dengan Nina jugak they mengadu! Ada Sedara pon SEMUA MACAM KAYU! PULAUKAN KITORANG!! Ape Salah kitorang? jijik sangat ke kite ni???? APSAL? pasal korang orang kaya? Kite ni??? Orang sederhana kan? tak secocok dengan korang??? Nanti korang da mampos, TAnam badan korang dengan harta2 korang tu!!  Nina dah tak tahan lagi...
YA ALLAH!!! KUATKAN LAAAA IMAN NINA! BERILAH NINA SEMANGAT UNTUK MENEMPUH SEGALA UJIAN MU!!! sampai bila Nina nk dodoikan diri dengan air mata fikirkan perkara BODOH ni????
Aduuuuuuuui!!! Geram rasanye. sebak dada ni tahan semua ni.. BENCI BENCIIII! MENYAMPAHH!!!

Awak, kalau awak ade kan best? Boleh kite call awak ngadu pat awak.. kite tak tau nk ngadu pat siapa wak... kite stress... nk try happy pon tak boleh... kite benci hidup kite awak.. .. ='(

Lil bro's stupid soalan

So here i am again blabbing about how much i miss you ^^.. 7 more days to see your cute face bby..
Sigh... I cant take it.. i miss you so much.. in every Solat i end, it ends with a doa for you. ^^ I Love you so much.. n i dream of you!! OMG! if only i could stay in that dream.. but dad woke me up -.-. so  i have to wake up... ^^ . Theres nothing much happen today.. i cooked some fried chicken... while my mom made some Ayam Merah n Lontong Goreng... I made Teh Tarik.. n it reminds me of you.. i miss the days when you say how much you love my teh susu n your eyes would go really big n say "mmmmm! Sedap!" haha!! you are so adorable hun!.. I miss you.. Im not sick of saying " I miss you". cuz i REALLY MISS YOU! i care so much about you. 7 more days n im still waiting for bby! Im Gonna massage you when i see you! Kesiiaaan dia badan sakit. ='( . I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HAZWAN!!!

So my lil bro Khazindar*zizin* ask me the most stupidest question.. well,, he is only 4.. its not stupid to him -__-.
soo it goes like this

Zizin: Kak, Kenape kene minum air?
Me: Pasal kalau tak minum kan nanti haus, nanti kalau haus sangat boleh mati... kalau tak minum air tak boleh kencing.
Zizin: kenape kitorang mesti kencing?
Me:pasal kitorang minum air... Tak kan nk simpan pat dalam perot je air tu, nanti kembung perut, =)
Zizin: OOOOO.. kenape mesti cebok kalau da kencin?
Me: o.O .. Kan kotor kalau tak cebok =)
Zizin: Tapi kite minum air, pas  tu kencing, pas tu cebok, da cebok kan nanti air masok dalam balik pat bird2 Zizin? buat ape kalau gitu?
Me: Air tak akan masok pat Zizin Nye Bird2 lah..
Zizin: Abeh Kenape Zizin nye bird2 ade lobang?
Me:-____- Pasal untuk kencing la.. air tak kan masok.
Zizin: Kalau Air boleh klua dari bird2 zizin, kenape takleh masok air pulak?
Me: lobang dia kecik.
Zizin: Abeh Air boleh klua.
Me: Boleh Klua tapi takleh masok.. Da Allah nk buat orang2 boy macam tu....
Zizin: OOOOOOOOOH! Kalau girl air boleh masok pat bird2 diorang tapi takleh klua air?
Me: IBBUUUUUUU!! TOLONG NINNAAAA!!!!

Pas tu, Ibu cakap pandai2 lah layan Zizin. Then i tuka topic bebual pasal Finding Nemo.. -___-
Haizzz.. budak2 ni.. nk growing macam2 soalan yang diorang tanye. soalan yang pelik plak tu! HEESSSH!

22sept 10.20pm

so i just put down the phone... you didnt call yesterday.. n i thought you wouldnt call today too.. =( i dont mind if you didnt call but, my ears are dying to hear your voice. ='( . U gave 1 miss call.. cuz you promised even if you cant call, you'll give at least a miss call. =) ... i send u a text message saying goodnight n how much i love n misses u ... but it really touches my heart when a minute after i send that text message, u called asking me how am i? hows life.. n you say you miss me so much. n you love me... I cant hold back my tears when you called.. you ask me to stop being sad and be strong, 8 days more. 8 more days to see your cute face... After 8 insane-full days of not seeing your face, i have to wait another 8 more days. GOSH.... my heart is longing for you.. eversince the day you left.. i miss you terribly . i know you've gone for only 2 weeks... but im not used to have a day without you.. my everyday has been with you eversince we were together... I love you so much honey.. n im missing you really bad.. i gotta get use to this. i gotta be strong... im here..I'll wait for u.

dearest, dearest

Dear Blog. Im cryin now n its 4.15 am... If only u could talk to me.
Dear Tears, Stop flowing, i know you miss Him
Dear Problems, Leave me alone, leave my family alone
Dear pillow, im sorry i wet you up with my tears, how i wish u were him to wipe my tears
Dear blanket, warm me up, how i wish u were his arms to give me warmth...
Dear music, How i wish you were his voice that kept echoing my head.
Dear Brain, why do you always stuck on pictures of him?
Dear Wind, Let me scream " I MISS YOU" to you and travel my scream into whisper to his ears.
Dear Promises, i'm still holding on to you, i miss the person who gave u to me.
Dear body, rest still, i know you miss his hug.
Dear Hands, stop typing and writing n drawing, i know you are dying to hold his hand.
Dear Voice, stop singing, i know you sing for him.
Dear Lips, stop quivering,i know you miss his lips..
Dear Eyes, Stop searching, I know you miss the sight of him...
Dear Prayers, why is there is his name in every of you?
Dear Anna, relax honey, 8 more days . 8 more days to see his face. hold still.. stay strong., but, 8 days of not seeing your face feels like a billion days of terror.... Billion days of solitude...
Dear Hazwan, I miss you so much.. I Love you so much.. If only you were here, i could share with you what im facing now, im lost. what should i do...?
Dear Allah, Give me strength!

I MISS KAYLANNA AGAIN!

Met you under void deck that day wasnt enough yawwww! LOL! I miss u again. thats why i made this vid. i miss those days e had fun n camwhore in the cubicle , err i mean toilets. HAHA!...
I still remember those days we camwhore when we were 15 *sec 3* in toilet n u deliberately says " Oh this is for school project!" HAHHA! Cute UU! N How we laughed damn hard during literature lesson with Hamiza.. remember? HAHAHHA! I miss u dearest.. I really thank Allah Alhamdullillah i have a friend like you. You are always listening to my probs. ^^
No One should hurt your feelings ok?? Not even Taaaaaaaaaaaaassssaaachum!!*u know who* ..
hehe!
Love u sayang! MUAX!!

Sigh-ness

After 6 days of NOT seeing your face.. IM GETTING CRAZIER! IM NUTS ALREADY! Im craving for a hug from u! SAYANG kite rindu awak sangat2!! AGGGHHHH!!! Sigh....


Help!I Miss Him!
10 more freakin days to see your face!

THey Wanna know? here it goes

Friends Asked me.. " Why let go of him? he got everything... Looks, Brains, heights,"??? Lets call him .....Mr. O.S
He may have everything.... Just that.. he doesnt seem to capture my heart... Cuz.. he dont have a heart....
Yes i once love him,,, but he hurt my feelings real bad.. he may say the all good things about himself n all bad things about me to his friends/ family... My family knows him... They loved him once... n now.. we hated him. CUZ they KNOW WHAT HE DID! HEAR THAT DUMMY BRAIIN??? THEY KNOOOWWW WHAT U DID!!! same goes to your family...
He broke my heart.. N im not gonna tell How..
He cares about his FUDGING LOOKS! HAIR! N whatever ssheeeeettts! Like Woaaa! thats not my type... like c'mon dude! Im right there beside u n all u do is... " hows my hair?" "Oh The wind! Its Blowing my hair!!" "do u have a comb" " Mirror with u?"
THeres this particular thing he did that broke my heart REEEAAAALL BAD.. that cause me to weeep every single night, being stupid saying " WHYYYY?? WHY ARE U DOING THIS TO ME????" * not gonna tell what..*
-____-
Yes I have A boyfriend Now A BETTER BOYFRIEND! WAAAAAAAAAY MUCH BETTER!
How better is he ? ooooooh baby yeeaah u wanna know??? * Im mad.. seriously..*
When i have any problems... Hazwan*my Boyfie* he knows it... i dont have to go " Im having a problem" ... n then what about  that O.S ?? he would go ... " what:?" touching his pathetic hair..
Hazwan would go " Whats the problem darling? if ur having probs... im always here... "*smiles on his face*
Hazwan Calls me Beautiful stunning gorgeous, always n always never fails to tell me how much he loves me... and.. HE NEVER FAILS TO SEND ME HOME!! NEVER FAILS TO FETCH ME!.. even when im working REAAAALLLYYY FAR... He fetch me.. I dont need u to buy all those STUPID STUFFS FOR ME , I DONT NEED YOU TO TOUCH YOUR HAIR ALL THE TIME,OR HAVE GOOD LOOKS,  OR PLAY BEHIND MY BACK?? oops did i say it out loud huney?
I just need someone who REALLY UNDERSTANDS ME... make me laugh even if my face is like a dead fish>>>   -__________-"... knows how to talk to me.. entertain me when i say " Im bored".. Laugh Out Loud with me just like Hazwan did... I dont need gifts.. i dont need a good looker, i dont need a sweet talker mother effer.....
MR O.S... HE HAS GOOD LOOKS N HE HAVE NOTHING!

Hazwan,my boyfriend... MORE THAN A BOYFRIEND! my hubby!... we fell in love.. I Love him for his sincerity, Humor,Wackiness, sweetness, romantic-ness *hehe*, faithfullness, *n i find him ADORABLE N CUTE*... N ALL THE GOOD THINGS! I Love him n only him..
n to all  those dumb As*es who kept asking " WHY do u break up with MR O.S?"
ONCE ITS OVER ITS OVER FREAK! STOP ASKING! ITS NONE OF YOUR BUISNESS . GET A LIFE N STOP ASKIN OR INTERFERING WITH MINE! IF U ARE SAYING " oh im just being concern" I DONT NEED YOUR APATHY! IM HAPPY WITH MY LIFE NOW! I HAVE A MAN WHO LOVE ME WITH ALL HIS HEART! I KNOW N I SAW WHAT HE DID TO SHOW HE LOVES ME.. JUST SHUT THE EFFFFF UP!!

gee thanks!

Love my Love

Hey There Dear Hazwan, dont u worry bout the distance
2 more years u'll be done with ns....

siiggghhhhhh!!

I MISS UUUUUUUUUU!

9 August.

Making A prove video to my mom so that she could see that we REALLY try our best to find that ginseng cereal.. LOL!



I Miss U Huney Pie! Love uu!

Do u wanna buy Some Chickens?

Well mom bought it at bugis for SG$2.50. HAHHAHA!

Singing Pudar ^^

Ucapan kuang asam untuk raya

Boredom kills

Was Bored OK?

SELF OBSESSION

True True... Im obsessed with myself.. Im proud n not ashamed to say this.. DARN IT IM DROP DEAD GORGEOUS!!! HAHA!

Miss u

Alamak.. Terlupe tadi nak Mintak Maaf... Jadi kalau awak nga baca nii...

Awak, Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.. Halalkan makan Minum kita.. Maafkan kita kalau terkasar gurau,buat awak kecil hati, marah awak, tengking awak, cubit2 awak dan segala-galanya.. maafkan kita if i cant be the perfect girlfriend.. maafkan kita kalau cinta kita pat awak tak cukup. Tapi i already try my best to give all my love to you... Jaga Diri nanti pat sana ye? Kite akan sentiasa doakan kesihatan , dan segala kebaikkan untuk awak... Jangan Lupa kite ok? baik2 tuuu pat hutan. nmpk ape2.. ssshhhh jangan tegur. Kite janji kite akan tunggu awak no matter how long it takes ok? Love u so much dear.. awak kate " girlfriend kite kene strong tak boleh nangis2" .. da air mata nk klua awak.. tak kan kite nak tahaaaaaan jeee.. tak tertahan da my tears.. Terlampau rindu pat awak.. Haizzz... Entahlah.. makin kite tulis blog ni.. makin meleleh air mata kite.. dalah.... I LOVE U HAZWAN!!! I REALLY LOVE UU! WO AI NI! RINDUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT PAT AWAKKK! MUUUUAAAAAAHHHH!!

Ps I LOve u so much hun!

='(

Im So Not Excited For Today....   Im Only happy cuz i get to see your face after 4 days of not meeting you.. but im not excited for today.. haiiizz.. awak da g ns besok.. buat ape kie nk excited? I wish i could stop time n spend the whole of that stoppped time with u.. then when im really ready.. then baru lahhh awak leh pergi ns bodoh tu.. ='(.. HAIIIIZZZZ!!! Rinduunyeee kite pat awak... sayuuuuuuuuupnyee hati... entah bile kite dapat jumpe lagi kan? =( entahlah.. i cant think staright..






Im really sorry for the times im harsh to you.. u ae really a good boyfriend. i love u so much n i will always will.... I'll wait for you. i promise.. =)

I LOve You Hazwan.

Dear Hαჳwαn

I wish I could Kiss you Right now .... right now.. this moment when i miss u so much...

I know Im Being mean at times... But this is just me.. i've tried my best.. i cant fight my ego.

No Matter How Annoying U Are or how u made me mad... I'll Always Love u. I Promise...

Loving You Is Like Breathing... How Can i stop?




If I talked toooo much please say,


I MIss uu I miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u I MIss uu I miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u I MIss uu I miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u I MIss uu I miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u I MIss uu I miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u I MIss uu I miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u I MIss uu I miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u I MIss uu I miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u I MIss uu I miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u I MIss uu I miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u !!!!!!! Sigh... I Love u more than u know.... im feeling lost now... what would i be without u? u are my strength.. without u i know i'll fall... ='(
Dearest Hazwan... I Love U so Much.. I hope U can Feel how much i love u.. ='(

Some 2010Raya Pictures

Pic Taken By Ibu HEHE


Kak Nur N Family ^^


Cik Noor Salha n Zuqi! * Cuteee la Zuqi!*


Handsome La Adikku!

Adik Kakak ni.. Mulut Terlampau Laser... HEHE!

CUTE KAN! Tengok Muke Shishan Adorable! Zizin nak tdo! HAHHA!


Pat Rumah Mamu.... Mamin Syiiiiiooook Tdo! Pas dia bangon tdo... Abang Pulak laaa yang tdo! Best! Rumah Dia ade aircon jadi macam syiok Ah! LOL!

Babah , Mamu.. n Doraemon...??

Ibu- " Da sudah tu sudah! Habis jugak battery camera aku! Da lawalahh! Cukup!!! " HAHHAH!

Orang Solat Jumaat on first day Raya.. RAMAIIIInyyeeee Orang! Bestnye dapat berjemaah ramai2!

Alamak! Abang Fariz Tdo La Pulakkk!

Cute nyee atok ngan nenek! SAYYYYAAAANNNGGG!

"ermmmmm ermmm.. yeee .. a'ah.. yelah... slamat hari raya bah. ermmmm min... min.. errmmm " HAHHAHAHA!! First time kak dnga orang minta maaf mcm tu!

Anak-Anak MArof Khan.. HAHAHHAH!

Gamba ni lawa.. sayang tkde danish.. dia nga sibok tolong ibu... Da Biol da abang aku!

Ibu babah Nenek Lin n suami

First Day Raya! BAru siap.. pukol 8am

HEHEHHE!! BEstNyeee Raya! BUT!! Im Missing My Boyfriend every single secong ='(

Kebaya Gold Jadi Baju Kurung Pahang Green!!

Mula-Mula.. masa abah baruuuu belikan baju ni.. Ina Macam Tak suka tauuu.. pasalll.. Net dia kasar.. Alahh. baju dia kan macam net? jaring ikan.. LOL! Memean kate boleh bawak buat memancing lah baju kakak! Biadap. Tapi bila da pakai! FOOOH! I LIKEE!! tapi panas lerrr... Raya kedua best tu best la.. Banyak Ketawer! Naknye Ketawer pasal Anak My mamu * Uncle ebal*  .. si boboi tu... dia tu mengong sikit! Dia Step ade Ilmu batin tiba2... HAHHHA!! Pelik Ah Budak tuu! Si Memean Ngan Ramdan pulak boleh layan kan budak tuu.. HAHAH! ish! Biasa lah.. orang mengong memang suka layan orang lain yang mengong. HEHE! Adoooo. Lama Tak Nak nampak Abang Nazri Ngan Kak Azreena. Apeee kaba diorang tuu kan?? Abang Fariz Makin Hari Makin Handsome la pulak.. hehh...   Tapi Sepanjang jalan hari raya.. Hati Nina ni.. asyikk rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu je pat si dia ni.. Awak! Kite rinduuu sangat Pat Awak!! ='( ...
Haizzzz. I love u Hazwan!


Amacam? Cun Kan Nina? HAHHA Prasan lerrrr..

Pas tuu Naik RIMAS ngan Baju ni! memang la lawa! Tapi!! TAK SELESA LANGSONG!
THank u for buying this kebaya for me babah! i like it but!! Its uncomfy!
Then Balik Rumahhh ... HAHA! Sanggup patah balik rumah tuka baju kurung biasa in the colour i MOST HATE! GREEEEEEEN!
Tapi! Selesa! Siap Ikat Rambot! Cuaca panaskan? Nak selesa kan diri ikat laaaa rambot! Tapi ibu cakap.. " Anak Perempuan Ibu ni... tetap lawa!" HEHE!! Best nyee kene puji macam tu!





HEHE! Nilah Baju Kurung Pahang Warna Hijau! HEHE!

Boring

Nari mendak ah! What a boring day !

RAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

SELAMAT HAI RRRAAAAYYAAA!!!

ps... Hazwan.. kite rindu awak .. the whole day awak pat dalam otak kite tau! ='( ... SAYYAAAAANNNGGGGGGGG AWAK! MUUAAH!

Pabila Syawal Menjelma

Kedengaran suara takbir yang merdu akan membuat hatiku sayup.. Kedengaran suara takbir akan melinangkan air mataku seperti selalu...  Air mata tanda ku sedih.. Tanda ku gembira..  Terlalu merdu bunyi takbir, tebayang-bayang di mindaku kepada orang-orang yang Nina rindu. Salam Aidilfitri Kepada semua Umat Islam.Maaf Zahir dan batin.. salah silap harap dimaafkan.. =)

Aruah Nenek Nurjan, Nina Rindu sangat dekat nenek... Masih lagi terbayang-bayang dulu kite beRaya sama-sama. Pernah satu kali Nina nak pakai tudung buat raya semata-mata nak sama dengan nenek.. Senyuman nenek masih terbayang-bayang lagi.. Manis nyeeee nenek senyum... Nina suka sangat kalau nenek melatah. Comel.. " Oh Bawah bapak kau"..lah... " Oh bom meletop" lah.. hehe. Kelakar. Lauk yang nenek masaklah paling Nina sukkkkkaaaa sekali. Sedap! Tak ada orang lain yang masak macam nenek.. Bulan Puasa nenek masak, lepas tu nenek rasa. HAHA! Abeh Kalau Nina cakap " Eh! Puasa!! Mane boleh rasa!!" nanti nenek mesti cakap " KEEEHHHH!!! Wawajandaria!! Tobastaghfar! Bolehhh! Ustaz tu cakap boleh!!" HEHE! Sampai sekarang Nina tak tau " wawajandaria" dengan "tobastaghfar"  tu apa tauu. ..  Dulu sebelom tidur mesti urut nenek... Nenek sakit sendawa.. *burrrp burrp* HEHE! tak berhenti dia burp... Nek, kalaulah nenek Jan rasa bertapa rindunya Nina dekat nenek.... Hanya kenangan Sahajalah yang tinggal.. Bag yang nenek hadiahkan Nina masa Nina Baruuuu 9 tahun adaaa lagii... Kebaya yang nenek  kasi  Nina Masih tergantung dalam almari.. Baju nenek masih lagi ada bau nenek... Apa yang mampu Nina buat hanya sedekahkan Al'Fatihah untuk nenek kalau Nina rindu.... Sayaaaanng Nenek...

Love my Hαჳwαn

Dont let me go... our hands are meant to hold on to each other,, i promise i'll keep holding on to you.

^^YOU never leave my mind even when i have millions of things to worry about..^^
you will be the answer when somebody ask me what im thinking about ^^


I Know you love me when
-after all the crap i put you through , you still look me in the eyes n say " everything will be ok"
-you randomly text me " I love you/ i miss you/ you are my everything"
-everyrything in my life goes wrong in my life n you are still here n try your best to help me.



Its true that everyday, i see someone else somewhere n i thought its you.. n when i look at that person the second time, well, its not you.. guess i miss you so much. ='( Its you that i see everywhere.. it feels like you're everywhere to me. even when i close my eyes, its you that i see.



I Love you more than you know... ='(
I miss you so much.. bye bye bby.. u are going fer stoopid NS next tuesday.. im gonna miss you so much.
Im Gonna be busy working even on weekends. =( i promise i'll wait fer you no matter how long it takes.. i love you always and forever..


Fate has made me to be yours...
Forever....

                                           Love You So much..........Hαჳwαn
                                                                                                                      

Allah gave me a sister when i wished for one. ^^

I WANNA HAVE A SLUMBER PJ PARTY WITH YOU * n slap ur face hard with my smelly pillow* hehe



I Wanna sit Down n talk n talk talk about our favourite bands and music n laughed about the way that girl in " Flyleaf " sings n the way she raise up her hand. LOL!  I want us to keep saying how bad we want Amy Lee's Hair, pale skin colour n eye colour.



The Most That i want is to be your Bestfriend, your sister FOREVER N EVER!!! Even if you REALLY have to go migrate to Aussy, I STILL am going to be your sister.. I Miss you So much Kaylanna.. ^^..
I Miss You my Bestfriend!
I Miss You my Lil Sis!
I Miss You my Laughing Gas!!!*mann! You DO have ALOT of gas* hehe!

MISS U SSSOOO MUCHHHH! MWWAAAHH!'
Lotsa love from Anna Nina!!! <3!

COOL COVERS!!!!

I KISSED A GIRL COVER BY " ATTACK ATTACK!"


WHEN I GROW UP BY " MAYDAY PARADE"
I LOVE LOVE LOVE THISSSS!!!!

The sight of the sunset will be complete if you were next to me

Your love is like a sunset,
wild, bright and true.
The colours blend together,
forming a magical hue.
The day's warm caress
is slipping through the air,
just as though your fingers
would be slipping through my hair.

I sit and watch the sunset,
knowing it soon will end,
thinking of you and
waiting 'til we will be together again.
Slowly now it's going,
coming to a end.
Darkness may be closing in,
but the fun has just begun.

For now I can go home,
go to my darkened room,
lie on the bed and
close my eyes,
fall asleep and dream of you
I Love You Hazwan!.


In exactly 1 more week.... awak daaaaaa ns... entah bile laaahh dapat jumpe awak.. kite sebok berkerja n family, awak sebok ns, family.... adooo... rinduuunyee kite pat awak tau!
Awak, awak, nnti da masok ns takmu lupe kite tau,.. kite akan sentiasa doakan awak agar awak selamat dan sihat selalu... skarang ni da pkol 12 petang.. awak tak bangun2 tidur lagi....... cepat la message.. da rinduuu ni.. ='( . Selalu sangat bangun lambat. tak bagus tau..=D . I love u so much awak!

Kasih mu Wahai Ibu

Kasih Ibu
Dentingan nafasmu menyelemuti hari hingga senja
Tak tersimpan setitik kelelahan di wajahmu
Tak ada sesal saat semua harus kau lalui
Langkahmu tak pernah henti
Melangkah untukku

Kasihmu tak kunjung redah
Walau dalam lelah
Kau tetap merangkai kata bijak untukku
Mengurai senyum
Di setiap langkahku
Mendera doa
Di setiap helai nafasku

Ibu….kau mutiara di hatiku
Relung hatimu sangat indah
Hingga aku tak mampu menggapai dalamnya
Titis air matamu menguntai
Sebuah asa untukku


Ibu. If u are reading this. I Just want you to know how special n important you are to me... I Love you so much.. Nina Berjanji akan membuat apa sahaja demi ibu just to see you smile. Walaupun it will hurt my feelings, i will do it for you. Cinta dan kasih sayang Nina terhadap ibu tak terkata. I Love U more than i love anyone else. Maafkan Nina if sometimes i made you mad.. i have no intentions of hurting your feelings.. i'll do my best to make you happy..

YOur love for me is unlimited... No one could love me the way you do.. you are the only one who understands me in and out.. though you may be harsh towards me at times. i know you love me.what would life be without you. =') thank u for everything.. thank u for loving me. I Love you so much ibu!

Breaking Fast!

Sooo .. Mom and Dad is not at home its only me, my four little angels boys n Muhaimin's* my first lil bro* friend, Syazwan. Breaking fast time!

Muhaimin made fried mee hokien.. i didnt expect it to be darn DEEEELICIOUS! OMG! my lil bro is a chef! YUMSSS!!!
N my pizza was delicious also! Im serious!!! YUMMMYYY!

Shishan

The Two baby brothers a sister would ever wish for.. their my one angel ^^ .. they'll get really excited if i turn on my webcam to take pictures with them.. 
Zizin caught me drinkin some water in the kitchen today... n i was having my period.. i cant fast. 
i told him i cant fast due to some personal reason .. guess what he said? 
" SUDAHHH! ALASAN! PENIPU! malas nak puasa ckp je! setan kene ikat ade satu tertinggal pat rumah! PEMALAS! puasa pon malas! .. kak minum air ape tu? air grape? nk sikit? Zin tak puasa la =)" 


HAHAHHAHA!!! Khazin.. Khazin... cute kan? nasiblaaaa kau adik aku tauu.. kalau tak.. da lamaaaa aku panggang kau buat jadi ayam percik! heheheeee! 
Look at their faces.. when they grow up, confirm handsome !! HEEHEEEE! I Love u Shishan n Zizin.. Kakak akan sentiasa doakan both of u to grow up dengan sempurna with education wealth n healthy always! LOVE U SOOO MUCH!