dearest, dearest

Dear Blog. Im cryin now n its 4.15 am... If only u could talk to me.
Dear Tears, Stop flowing, i know you miss Him
Dear Problems, Leave me alone, leave my family alone
Dear pillow, im sorry i wet you up with my tears, how i wish u were him to wipe my tears
Dear blanket, warm me up, how i wish u were his arms to give me warmth...
Dear music, How i wish you were his voice that kept echoing my head.
Dear Brain, why do you always stuck on pictures of him?
Dear Wind, Let me scream " I MISS YOU" to you and travel my scream into whisper to his ears.
Dear Promises, i'm still holding on to you, i miss the person who gave u to me.
Dear body, rest still, i know you miss his hug.
Dear Hands, stop typing and writing n drawing, i know you are dying to hold his hand.
Dear Voice, stop singing, i know you sing for him.
Dear Lips, stop quivering,i know you miss his lips..
Dear Eyes, Stop searching, I know you miss the sight of him...
Dear Prayers, why is there is his name in every of you?
Dear Anna, relax honey, 8 more days . 8 more days to see his face. hold still.. stay strong., but, 8 days of not seeing your face feels like a billion days of terror.... Billion days of solitude...
Dear Hazwan, I miss you so much.. I Love you so much.. If only you were here, i could share with you what im facing now, im lost. what should i do...?
Dear Allah, Give me strength!