Love... Hypocrites n such (28 November 2011)

What happened yesterday... Whatever the drama is... It taught me to lessen down my big ego.. My Ego is seriously effing big.. N Mom, u taught me a lesson. I Love you so much.. I N i Know you love me too.. N Dad, yesterday then i realized how much u need me in your life... I'd never leave you. I promise.. Love Babah n Ibu SO MUCHHH! 

And dearest Hubby, thank you so much for opening up my mind..  LOve you ALOT!

Oh wells...Let bygones be bygones.. Past has alrdy past..,, i think i wanna start a new..

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Work... Today work was ok... The best part of work is when 4pm starts.. D'yana came and eat with me while i was having my break. *she starts at 5*. Miss you so Much DEE! 

We laughed about things which doesnt make sense like we always did... N she 'found' a ball in the.. i rather not say where exactly we found the ball... *boink boink*. HAHA! She look cute bouncing that small ball here n there.. Meow.! 

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I dont know.. i just feel like saying this... If you dislike me, then stop pretending you are ok n said to someone else that you are 'forced' to act like you are ok with me.. N worst!! U DUMBASS, u told all stupid things about me to the people who's close to me... PA-THE-TIC much.. Just stop pretending n stop being a hypocrite.. 

If you are NOT happy with me, Not Happy Working with me or whatever.. SAY IT TO MY FACE YOU FUCKIN COWARD!

~~~ Im Living In A World Called 'Hypocrisy' LALALALALAAA~~~~

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NURUL AQILAH!

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Dear you, I miss you so much... No matter who or when or whatever im doing .. I MISS YOU STILL! 

we meet only ONCE a month. Its not enough ok? Each of us is busy doing our things... Work, Family.. blablabla.. Haishh.. I cant wait for 6 December . HEHE! Lets take pictures again ok Bayyybeee? 

Thank you for all the prayers you did for me so that Allah would shelter me.. i guess it came true... Im happy today... N i Thank you. N Thank Allah. Shukur Alhamdulillah.. Amin...

Anyways... Besides eating at Gelare

Heres a pic for u Kay2

OH MY GOD! 

Im craving already! dont it makes u drool! HAHHA! Anywaysss.. besides eating at Gelare, we still have not decide where to go... n we end up going somewhere unplanned. HAHA! LOVE YOU SO MUCH KAYLANNNNNNNAAAAA!!!!

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Its 3am! Time To Sleeeep! Working 9am till 11pm later.. gotta snore!

IM SO ADDICTED TO SMURF! <3 !

Anna Alanna Tatianna

Sighhhhh

Crying to sleep.. Tears are just meant to be my lullaby

Its been so long since i blogged.. The last blog was somewhere in January 2011..

I dont know who  should i turn to. so here i am.. I need to break free from all this pain...  Everyone seems busy with their things...

So here's what happened... Ramdan's*my so call BIG brother who is like EFF* girlfriend kept sleeping over .. N yes im not happy about it... So i post on my fb "why do u keep sleeping over her? GO HOME!".. n Ramdan's not happy with it.. DID I EVEN PUT YOUR GF NAME THERE YOU FREAK? 

n mom... she's not happy about that either n says im full of jealousy.. well of course! you seem to be more happy with Leni(Ramdan's GF) rather than with me.. Joke around and all shit. And you dont give a shit about me. If I were to tell you my problems and secret you would say it ALLLL out to everyone when you are angry with me... Sigghh,,, 

You kick me out from home TONS of times, n u let in a stranger n love her with all your heart.. What would you THINK i feel? GRRR.. im not good in expressing n telling you how i feel... 

Just have patience.. the time will come... i will leave this house.. N i'd never return... I Promise,, I'll grant your wish... I'll go away mom... I Love you So Much.. 

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He knows i need a good laugh and someone to comfort me.. N there he is.. He piggy backed me n i laughed at the entire ride. HAHA! He tried really hard to put on a smile on my face when i cant seem to smile... Strong boy... I Love you so much Baby.. I Love You Yesterday, Today And Every Tomorrow...

~Anna Alanna Tatianna