Sighhhhh

Crying to sleep.. Tears are just meant to be my lullaby

Its been so long since i blogged.. The last blog was somewhere in January 2011..

I dont know who  should i turn to. so here i am.. I need to break free from all this pain...  Everyone seems busy with their things...

So here's what happened... Ramdan's*my so call BIG brother who is like EFF* girlfriend kept sleeping over .. N yes im not happy about it... So i post on my fb "why do u keep sleeping over her? GO HOME!".. n Ramdan's not happy with it.. DID I EVEN PUT YOUR GF NAME THERE YOU FREAK? 

n mom... she's not happy about that either n says im full of jealousy.. well of course! you seem to be more happy with Leni(Ramdan's GF) rather than with me.. Joke around and all shit. And you dont give a shit about me. If I were to tell you my problems and secret you would say it ALLLL out to everyone when you are angry with me... Sigghh,,, 

You kick me out from home TONS of times, n u let in a stranger n love her with all your heart.. What would you THINK i feel? GRRR.. im not good in expressing n telling you how i feel... 

Just have patience.. the time will come... i will leave this house.. N i'd never return... I Promise,, I'll grant your wish... I'll go away mom... I Love you So Much.. 

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He knows i need a good laugh and someone to comfort me.. N there he is.. He piggy backed me n i laughed at the entire ride. HAHA! He tried really hard to put on a smile on my face when i cant seem to smile... Strong boy... I Love you so much Baby.. I Love You Yesterday, Today And Every Tomorrow...

~Anna Alanna Tatianna