Im Not Perfect

Im Not Alive when Im Lonely

Thank You March.. You've shown me the true color of a friend whom i love the most
It Tears Right through me cuz you really thought you knew me. but you dont.

Yes i do put high hopes on you cuz u are my close friend, very close. Its you who i look up to when im sad, its u who i look up to when i wanna share my success, its you who i look up to when i fail, its always been you.. you you you.. its your picture whom i keep in my purse besides my boyfriend's pic, its you the only friend i pray to Allah for a long life, and to always shelter you with wealth n happiness always. Its you whom i told my parents that Allah gave me an angel as a friend. Its you whom i think of when i crave for cupcakes, its you who i think of when i bought my favorite Cranberry Bunch cereal, Its you who i think of when i saw a bald man walking and smiled alone thinking of our jokes, its the things that you gave i keep inside a shoe box i labelled "Caution,laughing gas inside"

 I envy any other friends who owns a bestfriend who they can count on..

 Lend a shoulder, tweet to each other non stop, call each other in the middle of the night, sleep over, share secrets and problems,.. I know a friend whom her bff sanggup run to her hearing her boyfriend hurt her just to be there for her.. Lucky her. =')

My mom and my lil bro and even my friend Zaidi was right

Theres no such thing as as BEST FRIEND FOREVER. 

well like you said you dont give a fuck about losing a friend.. Tell u what i do give a shit about losing you. Clearly that shows what kind of a friend you are. Keep telling me u are busy n this n that while u can go out with your other friends. but Im really bershukur  n thank Allah to whoever who put a smile on your face, im happy just seeing your smiley face ..u r sick of me huh? tell u what im getting more sick n tired of you.. I put on all the effort of meeting you, fix a date to meet you regardless on how fucking busy i am, i always make time for you!I heard you were not feeling well the other day. Allah knows how worried i am.. I IMMEDIATELY text you to check whether you are doing ok.. have u ever did that? If i dont text, u sure wont text.. if i dont fix a date for us, we sure wont meet.. Doesnt that shows that u really dont give a fuck? and your reason would be " im busy, doesnt mean i didnt text u means i dont think of you'.Nak Seribu Daya, Tak nak Seribu Dalih.. 

 Yes u are not a good friend..
You are by far the WORST friend i EVER had, cuz no friend has ever made me cry n got me sick to my stomach like U did.

If u wanna leave, so be it.. leave.. Whats the point of you facing Allah everyday solat when u treat people who love u so much this way? Whats the point u preaching to people about religious stuffs when u didnt even fix urself? Im very mad at you this time. i gave up on you. I really do.. Hati ni hancur. Naik sebak hati ni kau buat aku.. Sampai hati.
Thank you so much.

Ya Allah

Sekiranya kalau Anna ada kecilkan hatinya, ringankan la hatinya untuk mengampunkun kan Anna.
Jagalah dirinya,lindungilah dirinya, panjangkan umurnya,..
jangan sesekali membuat dirinya sedih,nangis,sakit, Anna sayang nya sama jugak macam mana Anna sayang Adik Anna sendiri.. Sekiranya kalau kami tak bertemu lagi jangan kasi dirinya melupakan Anna macam mana Anna selalu mengikat kan dirinya. Anna sayang dia.
Amin
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I Miss D'yana's silly laugh. I Miss Zaidi's Smile.. I Miss Normi's Silly behaviour, I Miss Azri's 'r' pronunciation, I miss Noy's Sweet smile, I miss Sir Patrick lame jokes, I miss Nurool's laugther, I miss Amalina's sincerity, I miss it when Cindy said 'My tayar pancit already', I miss bullying Xue Lian.I Miss lookin at Shikin's fold up pants when she is doing fountain... I miss them all.
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Meet the most annoying boy ever.. Sorry I left you alone at Tempinese Yesterday.. I was Just as frustrated as you are.. Dont ever u Do that again.. I Love you my silly stewbee, <3