And The Ones I Love...

first, this is my blog.. suka hati aku ah nk tulis apa

Stranger

Its not that i didnt want to talk to you on purpose... 

The people surrounds us just cant quit wanting us to have a 'fight' among each other.. Well, you're the one who said that... And I dont want that to happen.. Im scared if we were to argue.. Aren't you scared ? I think we are now. puas hati? Therefore being silent and no contacts is the best...  Theres reasons why i didnt want to talk to you.. First, I feel like im a burden to you, you are always quarreling with your SOMEONE when it comes to me.... Second, i feel like a FUCKING DOG cuz u have to ask permission from your SOMEONE to KEEP me as a friend...  WTH!? What if i said to you " Oh u wanna be my friend? let me ask my Boyfriend" ... FFFFFFFF..  Sumpah Aku macam nk maki je siot! Nasib aku sayang kau! 

Theres more but i dont wanna state it here... It hurts.

But wait .. What If you were the one getting treated like this?????

I understand you.. And I am trying to understand you more but i cant.. Aku bukan Nabi la weiii nk sabar banyak2!  Have you ever Spare a thought of me? Have you ever wonder how i feel when you treat me this way?? Nk lepak ngan org lain boleh lah pulak... Aku? Hah! Malas.... 

I did all this so that you hate me... I dont want you to quarrel with your someone anymore. I just want you to be happy.. Thats all i want..

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that one person....

 If you wanna show how upset you are towards me sampai kau tk nk salam aku... Tu kau pe pasal... If only i could exchange your heart with mine and let you feel how MORE upset i am....If i dont care, I would just dash in the kitchen while you carry that heavy bananas in your hands while im carrying heavy plates.. If i dont care, I wouldn't ask _____ where are you while u went to the toilet during closing.. If i dont care, I wouldnt even take out your bag and punchcard for you.. If I Dont Care, I wouldn't Tap your head and hand out my hand to shake your hand when i wanna go home... No matter how pissed off i am towards you, bila kau nk salam aku ada aku ckp tk nk? Haishhh

haha. buat apa la nk kesah pasal orang yang tk ambil kesa pasal aku kan... hati ni naik merajuk.. da naik malas,,,  naik penat..

Da ramai kawan pe.. \

IM JUST ONE OF YOUR ENTERTAINERS..

But I love you so much darling. ='(

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Hubby fetch me home... N i cried telling him about how i felt about what i typed out above ^^^^^
He cheered me up and made me laugh. Haha! 

Damn you are one cute clown my dearest Hazwan... Shave your mustache or die.
Had Fun doing Shooting for Mike's movie thingy!!! Its nice being an actress you know? HAHHA! 

Miss you so much...

Love you so much Hazwan!

What would life be without you.. Only you knows how to make me smile and whats hiding in my heart

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Dearest Aqilah, Theres alot i need to share with you.. 

I really need to see you but you are always busy with your life and im always busy with mine.. 

Damn.. 

You are my one and onlytrue friend..  Alhamdulillah

NOBODY ELSE.. NO ONE... 

Sleep Over pretty please???

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3rd Feb! Gua amek lesen moto with Amalina babe! Nk jadi minah rempit sepenuh masa!  FUUHHH! MOLEK!!  Shiok!  

Rempit naik vespa ok tk Amalina??? Red Color!

*2yrs ago pic*

Love you so much! Thank you fer making me laugh always! 

*cacat flirt*

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