Fireworks On The Pills

4 January 2012....

The fifth day of an unbearable fever,, Yeap... The fifth day.. 

I bought a pretty rock black leather dress for countdown but yet, Im counting down the pills i took at home.. 

30th Of December*Friday.

 Went out with BFF Kaylanna/Aqilah for shopping before work. I was fine... I guess.. Then i kept coughing suddenly, n i told Aqilah " i think im gonna catch a fever" N i kept telling her over n over again.. wonder if she's annoyed. haha..

At work, starts at 5pm, the same day, Friday. As soon as i reach work i lay down on the sofa seat at Table 35 where we always had our briefing.. Damn i really feel weak. I didnt talk the whole day at work.. Just mute myself up cuz i really felt like im gonna puke if i make a sound.. Hubby Fetch me from work, he bring me out for supper cuz he knows i didnt eat the whole day. *what are you? psychic?*  Then he kept asking whether i could make it for countdown the next day.. so i say.. YES YES I CAN! Went home Mom n Dad said i look pale n i just plopped on the on the couch with a sigh.. Dad touches my forehead n says "Its just as hot as fire" o.O... showered, Ate a Lil burger Dad bought, ate panadols, then i went into a deep sleep..

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31st December 2011

I CANT GET UP!!!!...The Pain in my head is UNBEARABLE.. I cant even open my eyes! I almost Break down to tears... I relax myself n continue sleeping n when i slowly open my eyes Its already 2pm... I was supposed to work at 9am O_O . My Manager Called my Parents N so my mom said I was having high fever n blabla... Mom Forced me to wake up n shower. Done with showering, i wait for Hubby to fetch n send me to the doctor... Family going countdown, =( n me? SIGH! Hubby Accompanied me at home, he bought me porridge n fishball soup, he fed me food n medicine. Thank you for taking care of me when we were supposed to go for countdown.... He is such a darling. ='). High on those pills i took, i fell asleep on his lap .. ZZzzz..

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1st January 2012..

Weeeeeeeeeeeepeee new year -_- .. Another day where i CANT OPEN MY EYES! I force myself to get up but i couldnt! The Spinning in my head is STILL here.. PAIN! AHHH! N i forgot where my family went to n im alone at home. I felt like vomiting so i ran to the toilet. When im alrdy inside the toilet, I feel like shitting, so of course i took off my pants idiot, n do my thing, n at the SAME FREAKING TIME, i vomit n shit , AT THE SAME TIME! Seriously only Allah knows how i felt. i cried in the toilet. Washed up n cleaned up, i couldnt walk. My legs are all wobbly, My head hurts.* i really thought this is going to be my last moment on earth O_O* . N then. I CRAWL back to my room... Exhausted, i fell asleep.. Family Came home, N mom n dad bought me sliced fish soup, wishing me to get well soon.

2nd January2012

Hate This day...*still very hard to wakeup!* Mom wake me up, she made me Hot Milo, Made me toast with chocolate spread, I took just ONE SMALL bite of the toast n then, i dont feel like eating, Just no appetite. I drank the milo, took my medicine, N Sleep Again. I woke up, Walking to the toilet a drunk lady,wash my face, made myself a hot milo, sat in the living room, staring at the ceilings... I really could hear voices telling me to sleep. I took almost 30 mins to finish up a cup of milo -_- , went to sleep again. I woke up around 8? Went to the toilet having this feeling of vomiting. i was inside the toilet for i think more than an hour? I cried cuz the pain is unbearable. I perspire alot. I sat on the toilet floor. n Everyone starts to knock the toilet door calling my name,worried if im ok. The knocking sound that they made irritates me, its like they're knocking my head instead of the door.. i try to get up, i cant.. N then i heard my Hubby's voice calling me asking whether im ok. I cant make a sound.. Im feeling too weak. Hubby use a knife to somehow unlock the toilet door n there i am sitting on the cold toilet floor weeping like a little lost girl..Mom n Dad wanted to call the Ambulance cuz i was dehydrating . My lips a chapped n pale., fingernails turn blue, n i was shivering...Hubby help me get up n he made me toast with butter, n Hot Milo, Then Made me Bread with kaya, i CAnt taste a thing, nor can i smell . =( .  Sigh..... before sleep, my fever shoots up..

3rd January2012

I woke up Saw Khazindar wearing his Primary School Uniform. He is Primary One Now.. N his shirt is the smallest size, yet i think i could put in one more kid in that uniform. Its big. Cute Boy. I Just smiled looking at him not knowing what to say. Still drowsy.. I forgot what i ate ... Oh, Bread n Cold Milo. Ate Medicine, Then Ibu ask me to sleep. Ibu went To Khazindar's School n when she got back i asked to to accompany me to Jurong Point To buy some stuff... On The Way Home, My Fever Rises again, N I cant stop Coughing.. My Chest Really hurts each time i cough. I cant breathe Deeply. If i do... Damn its PAINFUL!! Went Home Mom N Dad Ask me to eat, Still No Appetite, So Mom poured me A glass of milk, I drank it, took my medicine, N fell asleep.. N Yeap, My Fever Shoots Up again...

4th January.*today*

Supposed to work at 9 today , still on MC but i wanna work.. But im too high on those colorful pills, I woke up late. Damn. Woke up n walk like a drunk lady again... My mom made fish porridge. I hope later before i went to sleep my fever wont rise.. I Really wanna work... My head is still spinning ... GRRR!  Sigh.... 

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Ughhh My Headdd. ZZzzzzzzz