Yes My Eyes Is Watery And Wet And Water Is Falling Like Waterfall Now.
WHATS GOTTEN INTO ME?? I know Im Having my fucktard pms now but why? See that? Its Rare for me, MEEE ANNA, the girl who never say out vulgarities say out or write out the word FUCK. THERE i've said it FUCK YOU!!!! *that feels better, and im NOT REFERRING TO ANYONE*.
I Left my house in the afternoon just now with a happy heart, thoughtless, blissful brain.... I WAS SO HAPPY! SO FUCKIN HAPPY!!! All I could ever think of is, Have fun eat with you n all kind of blissful shit.
I Have Told you so many times! So many times. DO NOT TALK TO ME ABOUT GETTING A JOB!!! I KNOW WHEN IM GONNA GET A JOB OK? I KNOW WHAT IM DOING!!!!
Go tell your mom im not getting a job cuz probably im shifting home!!!! IM HELPING MY MOM! she needs help packing!!! If She is the one packing, who's gonna cook??? who would help her but me!!!! I dont know just how many times you would say " Open the newspaper, theres tons of jobs there, EASY... Pick one, go for interview" u said that everytime u meet me sweetie! oh wait! u forgot u said that right? SAYING THINGS IS FUCKING EASY!!!!! * i dont get it why im crying real hard like a child lost her mom in a shopping mall.*..
I know IM DUMB! IM STUPID! I HAVE NO EDUCATIONS!!! I HAVE NO MONEYY!! I HAVE NOTHING! Can u just at least have some patience with me while im jobless?? At Least Give Me the strength, make me believe that i'll get a better job after all this? Rather than keep on asking me TO HURRY GET A JOB? I know what Im doing bby. i seriously KNOW WHAT im doing.. Im NOT as DUMB as YOU think!!!! I PROMISE! I'll get a FUCKIN JOB once all the miseries is gone. My Family NEEDS ME. Its easy for you to say, " just forget all the misery, get a job, concentrate on saving money" . I, have been with my family for 19 straight years, when YOU are not around, the moments when i need someone to hug me, the people who come to me n say " are you ok?" and hugged me, is my FAMILY. I HAVE to think about them FIRST! THEY COMES FIRST IN EVERYTHING! though how naggy my mom could be, i'll do just anything for her! I LOVE HER! U wanna live with me? Adapt To my live boy!
And Whaaaat? suddenly u call me " KAU"? We are NOT FRIENDS like we are ok? Why do u call me " KAU" All of a sudden?? U know im PMS-ing! U Always LOVE to piss me off do u? why??? And SERIOUSLY? u dont have to say dont have to share with me about your conversation with your army friends about " I know my girl wont leave me, but I will" . U call that a joke??? U said you were kidding around? I almost cry just now. Did u even saw that? Did you feel it? how would you feel if i told Aqilah * my bestfriend* "Oh , that smurfy, i know he will never ever leave me, but i will" .. How Would YOU Feel? Though u didnt realise, u hurt me today. thanks for the tears bby, i appreciate it.
WHY BABY WHYY!!!??? Now Im stressing about job! THANKS!! THANKS FOR MAKING MY HAPPY DAY ENDS WITH STUPID TEARS! I was seriously happy just now. so blissful.
I appreciate how you plan on how to celebrate my birthday* then u call me an ungrateful gf just because i hate harry porter*, and how you wanna sign on and stuffs. i really do. i know you will succeed in live. i know you can do it!.. i know you are strong! I'll always be there to support you. i promise.
Quote Of The Day: A Smiling Girl, That doesnt mean she is happy
Note: Though im mad at you and totally upset. I need a hug from you.. and your fingers to wipe my tears
Photo Of The Day:
Yeah Natural Original Hair. Messy.. Sigh.
Taken at 1pm on 4th November 2010
With Teary Eyes.
Anna Alanna Tatianna
No comments:
Post a Comment