Wait... Patience is Killing Me.

Yeah i'll scream like that with my pilow covering my face. AHHHHHHHHHH!

I wish i could break free from all this crap i've been facing. ='( .. Misunderstandings, personal problems, untouchable dreams,pressures, family,financial, Criticizes, And more..

I made myself believe under all this pressure, theres must be something out there somewhere,, a miracle..

The miracle i've been waiting for. I believe in miracle despite living a live like this. I just dont know whats that miracle i might achieve one day.  

Rainy days makes me stare out the window, thinking about my past . I know past arent supposed to be dwell at. But hey, memories flashes ok? Haha. I remember being a young teenage girl, wearing that school uniform loiters here and there having fun with my bestfriend after school, being that young small girl my mom used to pamper so much, they made me smile.. Even Happy memories from the past made me cry. I miss those moment..

I remember tduring my 13 year old birthday, thats the first birthday my family threw cake on  me. HAHA. n its at a restraurant at Dangga Bay in Johor Bahru. Haha! I wish theres a Birthday cake for me this year. HAH! hey, 3 years straight im not getting any birthday cake. i miss cutting my own birthday cake. 

Those Girls with wealthy/lucky/whatever live, count yourself lucky. I envy you. Whatever you want, you could simply get it in a snap of a finger. Im not that girl. 

Im Not a shopaholic , i wonder how it feels being one. haha. 

How Could i Shop? If I work, money would go to the bills. I wish i were rich. Haha. but whatever it is, Alhamdullilah, thank god i live this normal average live. 

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Im waiting for something, a dream i never gave up on. I know it'll come true. 

A dream i've always wanted ever since i was a young girl. That dream that i always wanted.

Theres always why a dream why dreams made you wait for them. they wanna see will you ever gave up on them.

Some say "some dreams aren't suppose to come true" well it depends on what you are dreaming about.

Well, if you dream to be a cat, isnt that impossible-_-. *wth*

haha. Im just feeling down. i have no one to talk to. so . thats why i blog. 

i have a big family yet i have no one. NICE. no one seems to bother about one another.

FML.

I feel like i only have 2 person who love me in my live

My bestfriend Kaylanna

And My boyfie Hazwan

Oh wells i better get out from my room before mom nags.

With a lonely heart

Anna Alanna Taianna